Virgin suicide two

My being in a bartolina like state didn't stopped me from what I wanted to do. I took the time to do things that I wanted to do. I ponder on things. I watched television. I write my own songs and record them on my tape recorder. Marian is stubborn. I'll do what I want.

February 18. I left her house. I ran away from home. I contacted my friends. I stayed on their houses. Each night was a different bed, different family.