ZERO

I am in the midst
of this solitude
my heart has
put me.
As I look back
to where
we were
I can't hardly
recognize
myself.
I thought
I won
big time.
But I was hurt
double.
I had risked
this liitle
ounce
I kept
from that
former love
that has destroyed
me and put
me into
demise.
I am beginning
to think
I risked them
and I am
afraid
I am
losing...
I am
hurting...
And from
this day on...
I am
dying...